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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Sept 17, 2007 18:41:53 GMT -5
Hey Johnny... How are you doing tonight. Miss you......... I haven't heard from my friend Angelheart. For She hasn't spoken to me for a while. I wonder what I did to not have her speak to me, lately. I hope shes all right. I'm really concerned about her... Well anyway, My friend Dawn told me she says hi... My sis was supposed to call me back, last night... I wonder what happened. Hum..........  I picked up a coupon ad, today. it said that they are having a modeling contest at glamour shots. THat is really cool. It lasts until the middle of next month. I'm thinking of trying out for it. I went to go see that Jodie Foster movie with my friend Esther on friday and I say a movie cover coming soon board of your movie Sweeney todd. I read a google alert about your singing voice in it. Oh, sweetie. I can't wait to hear you sing... in it. This time I will be a head of my sis when your movie comes out. We always try to see who sees your movies first. She always tries to beat me at it. She won last time but I'm way ahead of her, this time. Its like a race we do.  ;D  Someone called me long while ago and i answered it and My caller Id said. blocked Number and well I was on the phone my parents gave me to where i hear alot of static and hard to hear people talk on it. I don't know if I mentioned that before. So I had a hard time hearing that people and before I could say something that someone hung up. And I read an article about keeping your kiddies away from the fame thing. Oh sweetie. I don't think that is wise. When i was growing up. Even though I love my Mom Dearly. she wouldn't let me do things like try to model or try to be an actor. and every time I wanted to do something she told me that I wouldn't be good enough to do what ever. I try to do those things now but. I keep on hearing those words from her. Don't keep them from doing the things they want to try to do. k. No matter what the profession is. For i know they would prob have a hard time to try anything out in their near future. Believe me I know my mom is still doing that. but, I'm going to prove her wrong... Thats just me... Babe. I support you in anything you do. The things i want to do cost money right now and i wish i had the money to do what ever. but i'm going to try no more holding my self back. I got to stop listen to my mom about wanting to do this or that and Just do it. no matter what she may say to me, about all the things she says that she don't think I can't do... You keep on being yourself. k.... I wish others can see what i see in you... LOve you, Babe.. ;D Keep smiling........ ;D |
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Sept 18, 2007 0:58:25 GMT -5
Hey Johnny, how is your day or night going.
trying to think of new things to put upon my board.
boy is it muggy here tonight.
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Sept 18, 2007 2:11:35 GMT -5
I for got to say have good night or day sleep well, sweet dreams. Love and miss you.......
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Sept 18, 2007 3:25:20 GMT -5
Johnny
When I go on my Trip with my sis. Fri. 11th Jan 2008
on AA AMerican Airlines Flight: 2040
from Minneapolis to depart Depart 7;35 am to Chicago(ORD) Arrive at 8;55 Am Duration: 1 Hr 20 Mn.
on AA American Airlines Flight: 452
Then from Chicago(ORD) Depart 9:40 am to Miami(MIA) arrive
1:35 Pm Duration: 2 hrs 55mn.
then
Hotel
Fri. Jan 11th 2008 (1 Night) At Continental Downtown Bayside - Port of Miami 146 Biscayne Blvd Miami Fl. 33132 #800-804-6835
1 room, non smoking room. with the name of Denise Cadwell or with my name of tracy Pastorius Not surewhos name will be at the front desk. ;D when we Check in: on Fri. Jan11th - 2008
Check out: Sat. Jan 12th 2008
Thats all I know for right now my sis told me she will give me more info later...
Just so you know k. Johnny, and all my other friends...
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Sept 18, 2007 19:37:40 GMT -5
Hey Johnny
Hows it going... Sweetie.
I hope I haven't upset you.
Love to hear from you.
please tell me if I upset you, or not.
I hope not.
I can't have that on my concience if I did.
Well sweetie I hope all is well with you.
I hope to talk to you real soon.
I love and Miss you...
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Sept 19, 2007 13:15:30 GMT -5
Hey sweet, sweet Johnny. How are you. I was on late last night, and i got bumped off line so I decided to watch one of my netflix movies, and fell asleep in the process of it. ;D I got on myspace with an invitation, to goto a theater near me or something to talk like a pirate day on my space. is it here in my town or do i have to goto another state to do it. I would love to do it. but have no money or a way to get there. looks like fun too. I hope to see you around those 5 ports when me and my sis go on that caribbean cruise... in Jan. 2008. I hope your not mad at me on what my sis asked me to ask you. Shes a hard person to convince about anything.... I wish I was going with my sis and my nephew to Disneyworld or land I get those 2 mixed up. which state thaey are in. Califoria or Florida. I hope to hear from you soon. Miss you. I love you.... |
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Sept 25, 2007 0:21:22 GMT -5
Hey Johnny,
How are you Doing I hope good.
Well My sis joined.
she put our trip Itin my Trip experiences thread.
I hope you read it.
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Sept 25, 2007 2:05:52 GMT -5
Hey Johnny
I forgot I love to sing as well. and one of this times I will join a class called singing for beginners.
The only thing is that its to far away from me.
I hope the have day classes.
Went to the library with my friend Esther, the dakota county one, and i talked to my sis tonight and she said the storm that passed here turned off their lights in their home.
If your mad at me about talking to you about the fame thing with your kiddies. What i forgot to mention. that I can see they are still young yet, so i wasn't talking about the present just when they get alittle older that is. If that makes any sense at all.
I will delete it if it up set you. if not please let me know, k. sweetie..... well, anyway. I miss you, and I love you... I hope you had a nice day.
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Sept 29, 2007 3:37:35 GMT -5
Hey Johnny How are you sweetie. I might be moving out at the end of next month. except everyone knows where I'm going to be moving except me. I will write to you and tell you more about k, sweetie... I would really love to see you, when ever. take care babe. keep smiling for me... be good, get plenty of rest. Sweet dreams and hope you have a good day or night k. ;D I love you and I miss you... |
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Sept 29, 2007 4:18:17 GMT -5
Hey Johnny I almost forgot. My parents came by today and took me out for lunch and they showed me their new silver looking car. It was really nice and had comfortable seats. my parents will be coming back to get me on the 9th or 10th of Next month and will be up at my cabin for a week or so. Just so you know where i be if I happen not be on line for a while.  |
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Sept 30, 2007 13:51:20 GMT -5
Hey Johnny How are you. I'm really tore up about this. A friend of mine is mad at me.... She thinks I'm mad at her for posting other things in a thread just made for you wearing hats, and all I asked of her was that I made a thread of Just the clothes we wear for you. and asked her to move her pictures of her with her wearing hats etc into that thread. I told her that I like all that she has posted. I tried to explain that to her but she won't listen. I just want things organized you know, upon here to have each picture or what ever to go in its propper thread. I told her in an e-mail if I wanted to have your photos and others together I would have made a thread that said, Johnny photos and other pictures containing the same thing or something like that. and she is mad at me. because I want the hats thread of you to just to contain you with hats on. I told her that at the very begining when i started that, thread. shes also mad at me for moving her members thread. and I told her that it was an accident I posted in her thread and wanted just that to gointo the videos thread and he entire box went into it. I only wanted mine to go there. I explained that several times to her it was an accident. and told her what I was trying to do. but she thinks I did it deliberately. I can't believe that she would think that of me. I was trying to switch it back when she called me, and asked me why I moved it. and I told her, and she hung up on me. I don't understand why she is making a big deal over it and now she is deleting ever picture or video etc. that she has put on here. because of it. I never told her to delete all her stuff. I told her she could put as many pictures upon my board, in any of the threads and said to her... just put them in the propper threads. is all I asked. Any way You are an amazing man and I love you, and love you for who you are, have fun in making what ever movie you are making at this time and get planty of rest, for I don't want you to get sick all right. be good, sweetie, have a good day or night where ever you are... love you......? ;D |
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Oct 1, 2007 1:27:59 GMT -5
Hey Johnny, would love to see you sometime, very soon like when i go on my caribbean cruise trip with my sis in Jan 2008. I also miss seeing you beautiful handsome face. and that sweet smile of yours, and keep on being who you are. don't let any one tell you otherwise. I wish I had a garden where i live. for I love to work in the garden just like you do sweetie, I grow up practically on my grandmas farm, when I went to go visit and my grampa. and had lots of fun, there, I know the name where she had the farm but I can't remember. ;D doing things outside, makes me forget all the bad stuff thats been happening with me.... like when it rains, its like the rain washes all your troubles away. and fishing makes me unwind, you know, and I miss that but will be going up in october 9th or 10th at my parents cabin for a week, or so. and wear a real cool stylish shirt for me with a solid color suite at your next event, that you go to. k, for me... ;D I know I wear lots of white and black or red clothes, but my altimate color I wish I wore more of is pink. Miss you, and I love you. wish we talked more. ;D Stay cool babe, rest when you can. keep smiling for me, as well. have a good night and a good day. |
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Oct 1, 2007 23:06:39 GMT -5
Hey Johnny, I found out today that I will be moving out of my apt on oct. 31st. of this month, I will tell you more when I write you... I will be out and about with my sis and someone else that will be showing me a few places to live, on wednesday, and I got an inspection tomarrow. My manager here in my building is a you know what... you know he's been mistreating me, for that last few months and calling me names. Taking advantage of me. So thats one of the reasons why I am moving out of here. I can't take any more of the managers abuse. i heard he does that to most of the woman that live in the same building, I will be glad to get out of here, if you know what i mean. But then they still keep him working at the building here. They shouldn't let him work here id you know what I mean also. I wish you were here. I would love to see you... I will have to write to you and give you my new address, which I don't know where it is at this point until wednesday. I had a dream the other night and you were in it. I didn't want to wake up I wanted it to continue... ;D Saw a picture of you tonight in a magazine, with you being at the vinice film festival. even though I wasn't having a good day just seeing your in it made me feel better than I have been lately, I miss you, I love you, Keep smiling babe... ;D For you put a smile upon my face. Sleep well, sweet dreams and I hope you have a good night or day where ever you may be... ;D |
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Oct 4, 2007 8:16:25 GMT -5
Hey Johnny Wow, this apt, house thing has got me so tired lately, I haven't gotrten much sleep either. Its a nice house. and i would have a lg. room. but would have to store alot of my stuff. Still have no idea where the location of me getting back and forth around her house and still don't know whats going on. Trying to see if she will let me have my cat there, and all so thats undecided yet. All I know its by a freeway. Don't know the street name yet. Well anyway I hope all is well with you, Love and miss you.... I hope you come upon the board real soon. Take care Babe.... |
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Oct 4, 2007 22:28:28 GMT -5
Hey angelheart cute picture who are they of... just wondering...
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