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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Apr 7, 2008 1:35:11 GMT -5
Hey Johnny How are you tonight, all is well with you I hope. The weather was nice today and all it did today was rain. I'm a little tired today, I guess the loss of Sleep is catching up to me. I found out from my mom the other day, my brother Duane will be coming to visit sometime in May. He had someone make a site for him, and its all made, the only thing is I forgot what the name of it was. I'll have to ask him when he visits. My brother had sent me an e-mail of him standing by an old Castle. I'll put the pictures of it on her as soon as I can. he also sent me the site. Well, anyway, I hope you have a goodnight, and a good day, keep smiling, sweetie, Love and miss you..... ................. XOXOXOXOX Sweet Dreams Babe.
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Apr 8, 2008 22:43:50 GMT -5
hey Johnny I would have wrote a message earlier but angelheart wanted me to check out one of her posts and my system is slow once again. So how are you doing tonight sweetie...... all is well with you, I hope....... Was wondering. I looked at one of your pic's of you with your body guard and noticed a red mark on your cheek. is it makeup for the part as John Dillinger or did it really happen. My tues went well, to be exspected. I saw a picture taken in chicago. with that Blue Flannel and a green shirt. I asked the clerk at a.c.e.s. store which was the best WW2 Model jet/Plane and he said he didn't know.... What is your favorit, ww2 model plane. A lg, Jet model or a larger Jet Model Plane. or one on a t-shirt or cap..... I miss you, and I haven't seen your sweet face in any magazine lately. I read that things have been stressful around the set, of public enemies. I can amagine. I wish I was there to comfort you and make you feel better..... I will pray things will go better for you... and you keep smiling for me... k. Cutie...... ;D and get some rest when you can. Goodnight sweetie. Sweet dreams.... I love you, and always thinking of you.... I wish I was there......... with you..... Have a good day tomorrow....... and your night as well......... ..............!!! ;D
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Apr 13, 2008 9:56:04 GMT -5
hi, Sweetie, Johnny I just want you to know, that since i haven't sent you anything in the mail yet, and I will as soon as I can. that I trully and Deeply in love you, I've loved you forever and a life time before. and I promise you never hurt anymore. you know that song right. well, thats just how I feel, more than you can ever know. I trully care a great deal about you too. Your very special to me, if you know what I mean. Your the best whgat can I say, and you got such a loving and caring heart. I love that about you, and so uch more, as I said it before. I love you the way you are... How can someone be in a realationship with you, that only wants just your friendship, and nothing more. how could you love someone, who has, said no to you so many times before, and now say they want to after so many years. if I was your girl I wouldn't hesitate. I would have said yes to you a long time ago. And when you love someone, how can it be when that person is always pushing you away. I don't get it. well, babe, I got to go, got to meet up with my friend Dawn, she told me to say hi, for her, and Orlando too. Talk to you again soon. I Love you, ........... Have a great Sunday.
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Apr 17, 2008 2:23:32 GMT -5
Hey Johnny How are you. Got to head to the dentist tomarrow, and my parents are coming into town to see me, and maybe take me out for lunch. I hope everything is all right with you... even though my roommate is in her twenties, and acts like a child at times, I couldn't believe what I called her today, little miss cranky pants. she didn't like it and closed her door on me. Oh well... Anyway. I found out tonight, my brother Duane will be in town, in May of the 3rd, he is going to put on a show for, me and my family. hehe I can't wait to see, him. I read you want to take a role into playing neil armstrong. thats sounds awesome. A documentary or a Bio, can't remember which. Keep me posted on that, k.... Oh how i wish i was there to watch you work, do your thing so to speak.... I read you had to do 6 takes for one scene, babe, that must have been tiring for you, to do it over that many times, I'm here for you... even if I can't be there to see you... to make you feel better.... Miss you...... and always thinking of you.... I will video my brother doing his thing and put it on here. to show you what he has been up to. Well, you are probably tired sweetie, get some sleep, and, or when you can. Be, safe, be good, keep smiling, and have fun.... with your filming. take care. Love you always. ............!!! XOXOXOXOX
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Apr 24, 2008 3:49:06 GMT -5
Hey Johnny, How are you doing sweetie, sorry, that I didn't leave you a message for a few days or more, my computer was acting up, as in, freezing up on me every time I would type a message and all... Been thinking alot about you, Miss you...? I just had a feeling the other day, about you... that something is going on with you. I hope... everything all right... with you... Don't know if its true or not, but i just read in the article about a fire that happened while you were filming sweetie. I hope you are all right. I aspecially, wouldn't want to see anything happen to you. I just had an interview yesterday at a craft store, it looks promising. I hope i get the Job. It can also help, me on making some stuff and selling them. and to save up for another place, if you know what i mean. I know things have been hectic, or what ever, I wish... I was there... to be there for you... I would love to see you, with a red shirt. I'm visioning it, but don't know how to discribe it.... You are in my thoughts and in my prayers, babe. take care... I love you very much, you mean alot to me... You be safe, and have a good... night, and a good day tomarrow... take care... keep smiling for me. Get some sleep, Sweet and pleasant dreams. to you.... ..........!!! ;D
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Apr 27, 2008 13:25:22 GMT -5
Hey Johnny, How are you, Sweetie, I miss you.... How's it going, Hope everything is all right with you.... I hope this interviewer at this craft stoire called Hanthingy fabics with call me soon. I will be seeing and visiting with my sis, on Wednesday. I hope I get that, Job soon so I can save up for another Cruise to go with my sis. Wish we were just more than friends, I love all that you do, and love you for who you are, just be your self. I care about you aLOT... I love you..... ...........? My brother Duanes B-day is On Wednesday... and he will be coming to visit soon. On the 1st of May, but don't know how long he will be staying for... My sis's B-day is May 8th, and of Course you know when mine is, in June, on the 4th... ;D My sis wrote an article on her son, about him, with a bleeding disorder. some where in the paper. and was in the hospital again, a while ago, he's fine... Thank God... I told my roommate, about what happened, and she looked at me, like she could care less, and rolled her eyes at me, etc. What an unfeeling person if you ask me... For just the other day I asked her how her day went and she moaned loudly, at me, and screamed at me... All i did was turn around and went the other way. Hows your movie coming along, I hope all is all right there, and with you too, hope no more curtasterfies, happen. Well, any way, keep up the good work with that, along with your other, movies that you have to do, too... Have fun, and have a good day... and a good night too.... and get some sleep when you can, don't want to see you weak now, k. I love you, always.... and forever.... and always thinking of you.... ;D ........?
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Apr 29, 2008 6:09:48 GMT -5
Hey Johnny, how are you doing tonight, all is well with you I hope. Haven't yet gone to sleep sweetie but I will be doing it soon, I guess I caught up on alot asleep and didn't feel sleepy until not to long ago... ;D well tomarrow I will be doing something with my sis. Still haven't heard anything from that Job yet. I hope so soon. My parents want me to go back with them to the cabin, still waiting on that job interviewer. I hope she calls before I go up there. I will be picking up another film thing for my camera so I can have one for photos and one for videos. the next cruise with my sis, will be going on the freedom of the seas. we are so anchious to go on another cruise soon. but have to save up some more money ;D Wish you were here, hope your having fun, with Public enemies. Be safe, keep smiling, for me... Miss you, and love you, always.... have a good day. I heard it might snow, today. Its spring there should be no more snow.... Stay warm too. talk to you again soon.... ...............!!! ;D
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on May 1, 2008 22:59:39 GMT -5
Hey Johnny Sorry I'm falling a little behind tonight. I wasn't feeling well, and took a nap, and woke up not to long ago, and I'm feeling alittle better... So to speak. How are you, doing. I hope everything is all right with you...? How's everything going tonight. Did you have a good day, sweetie. Did they work you hard, or no...? I hope things went smoothly for you... hope you had a fun, fun day doing what ever. and hope your day tomarrow is even better. Since it will be friday and all. I will be going to visit family on Sat. and then will be heading up to my parents cabin, for a week... I called the interviewer and she will be calling next week some time for that Job. it would so help me out. I'm a little preoccupied for me and my sis got in an arguement, and I called her to talk to her about it bt she told me she didn't want to talk to me. Well, I hope things will go better between us before she is supposed to pick me up to head to our family get together that is on Sat. I certainly don't want to miss that. Well babe, Have a good night... sleep well, and sweet dreams. ;D I love you..... ...........!!! Hugs and kisses... & Always thinking of you...
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Post by angelheart on May 15, 2008 8:03:49 GMT -5
Tracy, I took all those clothes from Avenues and bought my sister two outfits a necklace and a cotton nightgown, Of course she said I shoud not have done that but what is she going to do about it her medical bills from the breast cancer have eaten her sack lunch! Johnny, admirers or some of them are just pure freaks, but from my space are buying items for the LA Hospital for the children in his name and I am done shopping for mine and wee. Now I just need to box it up and send it when I sent the other birthday box to you calafornias addy "terry" I sure hope you get them there are really some awesome things in there for example an old colt bolt blue glass snuff jar,( have only seen the brown ones) and atleast one or two items out of 20 he might find a use for. It was fun, but will be much more fun if I knew he got them but it comes from the heart and not for reconition. I see Davenport is close to Wisconson wana help a child in fear. lol until then my friend . Oh they are being donated in your name in honor of your birthday. Yeah are they ot so much fun Mine is two weeks before yours exactly..........have a great time in what ever he is doing and be sure not to leave out the things he wants to do. Peace luvin life, never forget Merchants, or toys ae us. Strange but I got it! Thank you
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on May 17, 2008 21:41:29 GMT -5
Thanks Angelheart. You are so sweet....
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on May 17, 2008 22:02:29 GMT -5
Hey Johnny, How are you doing sweetie. Sorry I didn't write you for a while. Been busy going to a family get together. on the 3rd and then headed up to my parents cabin for a week. I wanted my parents to drive me to where you were filming Public Enemies ,but they wouldn't do it. to long a drive my dad told me. Went to the Minnesota Zoo today, oh it was so funny. this money was laying right on his back while another one picked thru his fur... it was so funny I videoed it. Tried to get my brothers whole Presintation on video when visiting with him and my cousins. but my batteries ran out on me before his video of space rockies was done. I was talking with my cousin Vickie and her Husband plays in a band or in a few bands. His name is Mike, and I can't remember what his last name is and told me he knows you. I will write more about it in one of my letters when i send a package to you. Hope your having a nice weekend... Hope all is well with you, and having a nice night too.... and have a good day tomarrow.... Miss you..... I love you, Love you......? ;D .........!!! Take care, Be good... Be safe.... and oh ya, read about your brother and a novel he is writing or wrote. That's awesome............ Of getting it publishjed and all. Don't know if your in the same time zone. Babe. sweet dreams to you... ;)X :-*X's
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on May 22, 2008 11:31:31 GMT -5
Hey Johnny, How are you doing Sweetie, I'm good. I am going to going up to my parents cabin tonight and will prob. be there up until my B-day on the 4th Of June. I hope you day or Night is going well, and hope you are well, also...I read about the 21 Jumpstreet on the big screen How exciting. I would love to see that... Will you be starring in it or no... I bet you've been super busy making all those movies lately, don't over work yourself though, k, i wouldn't want to see you get weak or sick on me now... if you know what I mean. I love everything about you, and so much more and keep on smiling and be your self. Hope your having lots of fun. doing what ever... You got such a awesome heart.I miss you... I miss talking with you... I wish we were so much more than friends. I hope you have a nice memorial weekend. Don't work to hard now, k. and get plenty of rest when you can. Take care sweetie, and I hope to talk to you again soon. Be safe be good. I love you, and always thinking of you. ;D .............!!! <3
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Jun 3, 2008 23:46:12 GMT -5
Hey Johnny how are you tonight, sweetie. I'm still up at my parents cabin, and having lots of fun. my mom took me to a casino for my b-day and I won some AND LOST SOME. I had alot of fun there too. my b-day is tomarrow. tell Lily I wish her a happy belated b-day, k... CONGRATS BABE on winning 2 awards at the MTV Awards... I'm so happy for you and hope you win many,many,more. I love everything about you, and thinking lots of you too. I miss you.......? I miss seeing your face... I miss talking with you.... I wish I was able to see you, or you see me. if you know what I mean. My mom cut my hair into a shaG cut, with it still long in the back,and also highlighted and bleached my hair. Its a little shorter on the sides of my hair. you keep up the good work now, and don't work to hard and get some rest when you can. be good, stay safe, hope all is well with you, and always thinking of you, and so much more if you know what I MEAN. I am going to bed now k. Have a good day tomarrow, and thru out the rest of the week. Sweet dreams.I love you...? ...............!!! ;D
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Jun 9, 2008 14:09:08 GMT -5
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Post by Tracy Pastorius on Jun 11, 2008 1:47:43 GMT -5
Hey Johnny, How are you doing tonight. How was your b-day, I hope it went well, sweetie. I will be sending you package soon. I got a few more things to do and let you know k, when I send it to you. Hows everything going any way. all is all right with you. I miss you, I miss talking with you and all that. and so much more. All ways thinking of you. Sorry it took me awhile tonight to write you was having a little bit of a problem with my computer, and slowness, etc. Well, I finally found out my cousin vickies married last name to, Mike Laturnus, I hope that's spelled right if not, it's my moms fault for she gave me the spelling of it. Does that name ring a bell. He's a Musician, and played and several different bands and told me he knows you. I would really love to see you. I finally got my phone # situated. Finally know it by heart. it took awhile but I finally got it memorized I hope you are having a good night. I miss seeing your face, every where. I could really use some cheering up right now, one of the girls that lived upstairs here, died here, on saturday. it was pretty bad. Her name was Diane and she was really nice. funerals Tomarrow. well its already tomarrow. What happened to her was pretty scary, I don't think I could handle, it, if you know what I mean. Being at the funeral and all. Wish you were here or I as there. anyway I hope you are having a nice time in Wisconsin. and having fun making your movie. keep on being you, Babe. I... love... you...? anyway you look at it, you are an amazing guy. love to hear from you. Well sweetie, I feel like you got a big day ahead of you, and it might get a little hectic or what ever. be safe, be good, keep on smiling for me... Don't work to hard. and get some rest when you can. and have fun while you do, Babe. Hugs and kisses sweetie. I love you, very much, take care... sweet dreams. I hope to talk to you soon.... .......... <3 ;D
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